Hello my most wonderful World Wide Family. I love you all so very much. It has been quite a long time since I have spoken to you, but I never stop thinking about you all and praying for you and all of your generations.
I have to start with a confession today. My confession is this, that I have not written to you. There have been times when I have felt that I should write. Many times that I wanted to write. There have been times when I felt God wanted me to write to you and still I did not. I was disobedient and I ask for forgiveness from God.
ACTS 3:19 REPENT THEN AND TURN TO GOD, SO THAT YOUR SINS MAY BE WIPED OUT, THAT TIMES OF REFRESHING MAY COME FROM THE LORD.
1 JOHN 1:9 IF WE CONFESS OUR SINS, HE IS FAITHFUL AND JUST AND WILL FORGIVE US OUR SINS AND PURIFY US FROM ALL UNRIGHTEOUSNESS.
There have also been times when I just wanted to share a few thoughts, or issues, or emotions with you. Then sometimes I start to over think my thoughts. Sometimes that is good. I need to filter what I write first before I get started because I never want to misrepresent God or just say what I want to say and give my own opinion. I know I am not ever speaking for God per say, and I know that I most definitely will make mistakes, but He does use me to write to you and to share some things from God’s Heart which can be found in His WORD the Bible. When I do make mistakes in writing, I have the assurance that the Holy Spirit will bring this to my attention and then I most definitely will write to you all about it to correct my mistakes.
I have no problem doing the right thing, making my mistakes known, repenting and apologizing and being transparent. I should say that this is what I strive to do. As a human being I struggle with this like anyone else may. That is why I know that I need my Savior Jesus Christ. That is why I give all of my sins, and weaknesses to Him because He cares for me. I am not in this life alone. He never leaves me nor forsakes me and His Holy Spirit will always lead me in the right direction=God’s direction.
My dilemma lately has been this; in the last 18 months I have experienced so many deaths of family members and my precious fur babies, and beloved Sisters and Brothers in the Church and it has been so painful. I can barely even think about these losses let alone write about them. When I write I get completely involved in what I am writing and each time I think about losses it is like re-living them in a way. My dilemma is actually ME, if I am being truthful. It seems that every time I go through something painful or devastating; I crumble for a period of time. I really need to stop this. God has been so merciful to me during all of this. He has constantly been healing my emotions. We serve a Mighty God!!
ISAIAH 61:2-3 HE HAS SENT ME TO TELL THOSE WHO MOURN THAT THE TIME OF THE LORD’S FAVOR HAS COME, AND WITH IT, THE DAY OF GOD’S ANGER AGAINST THEIR ENEMIES. TO CONSOLE THOSE WHO MOURN {IN ZION}, TO GIVE THEM BEAUTY FOR ASHES, THE OIL OF JOY FOR MOURNING, THE GARMENT OF PRAISE FOR THE SPIRIT OF HEAVINESS; THAT THEY MAY BE CALLED TREES OF RIGHTEOUSNESS, THE PLANTING OF THE LORD THAT HE MAY BE GLORIFIED.
Now that I have explained myself, and repented, let’s pray. Dear LORD God Almighty, Creator of Heaven and earth and everyone and every thing, we love You. We come to You with thanksgiving in our hearts for Who You are and Whose we are. You are the Amazing God and our Heavenly Father. As we celebrate Father’s Day we realize that You Alone are the Only Perfect Father. You love us so much that while we were yet in our sinful ways, You gave Your Only Begotten Son Jesus to die a horrendous death for us to take away our sins and change our hearts so that w may have eternal life with You in Heaven.
You loved us as we were and You loved us too much to leave us there in our sins. You made the way for us to “go and sin no more.” Out of our love and gratitude to You for loving us so perfectly, how could we do anything but love You, want to serve You and our fellow human beings, and be obedient to Your WORD, Your Will, Your Way, for Your World.
Please LORD send Your Holy Spirit to call all of Your people unto salvation. Remove their blinders and scales from their eyes. Let them see You and Your TRUTH LORD. Show us all the error of our ways and the Perfection of all of Your ways and lead us to choose You. To choose life instead of death. To choose Heaven instead of hell, and to repent from our evil ways.
Please LORD raise all of us up, Your Christian warriors, in love to do Your will, to speak and share Your WORD now, for such a time as this during these last days. Fill us with Your Holy Spirit please and change our hearts to hearts of flesh after removing our hearts of stone. Please keep Your angels around us and all of our generations. We thank You in advance. In Jesus’ precious Name we pray. Amen.
EZEKIEL 36:26 -28 I WILL GIVE YOU A NEW HEART AND PUT A NEW SPIRIT IN YOU. i WILL REMOVE FROM YOU YOUR HEART OF STONE AND GIVE YOU A HEART OF FLESH. AND I WILL PUT MY SPIRIT IN YOU AND MOVE YOU TO FOLLOW MY DECREES AND BE CAREFUL TO KEEP MY LAWS….THEN YOU WILL BE MY PEOPLE AND I WILL BE YOUR GOD.
JOHN 8:11 …AND JESUS SAID TO HER, “NIETHER DO I CONDEMN YOU, GO AND SIN NO MORE.”
Until we get to talk again, please know that I love you and am praying for you and your generations, and most importantly, Jesus loves you.