“What If” You Turn Your “If Onlys” Into “What Ifs”?

Good morning my most Wonderful World Wide Family. I love you all so very much. You are awesome! I haven’t been able to write recently because I have been re-acclimating myself to returning to work again after being off of work for almost 8 months. I really enjoyed my time off of work, even if I did have to have the surgeries to get the time off. The first part of the time off was amazing! I was able to recover, relax and re-discover the importance of “simply being” and basking in the Presence of the LORD and not always rushing and accomplishing my own goals.

Of course goals are great, and accomplishing them is awesome! However after a lifetime of setting and succeeding in goals, (and sometimes failing); I enjoyed not setting any goals. I enjoyed spending time with my different family members/my children and grandchildren in their different homes/cities. I enjoyed having many hours/days/weeks to study my Bible and read multiple awesome books written by powerfully anointed Christian authors-so inspirational! I basically just enjoyed life; God’s birds chirping, His flowers, trees, people; my Chihuahuas and all of God’s creation. I mostly enjoyed spending time with God Himself!  This is actually God’s desire, to spend life with us. We serve a Mighty, Awesome God! He is our Abba Adonai, Daddy, LORD and Master.

Dear LORD God Almighty, Maker of Heaven and earth, Jesus Christ of Nazareth Who gave us Your Holy Spirit, we come to you to worship You LORD. We praise Your Holy Name. We love You LORD. We come to you with thanksgiving for Who You are and Whose we are. Thank You LORD that You, being Omniscient, Omnipresent, and Omnipotent; want to do life with us, Your creation. Thank You that You protect us and lead us and guide us with Your Holy Spirit.

Thank You for Your WORD, the Holy Bible. Thank You LORD for freedom here in America to worship You and serve You, to study about You and to go to church to learn more about You. Thank You that You have entrusted us, Christ followers in all nations, Your people, to be Your Heart and Hands extended to a hurting people. Please help us to take this responsibility seriously LORD. We pray for Your other nations to be saved LORD, to come to know You Jesus. Set them free LORD. Send Your people to evangelize for You LORD. (SEND ME!) Bring Revival and Regeneration LORD.

Thank You that You protect us with Your angels and give us Your Wisdom LORD. Thank You that You give us strategies and You are our Provider, Jehovah Jireh and our Divine Healer, Jehovah Rapha. You heal us completely; spiritually, emotionally, physically, socially, financially, mentally. Let all of Your people know that they are not here by accident LORD, but that they have destiny and purpose from You. Help us to fulfill our destiny and purpose and bring You glory, honor, pleasure and precious souls LORD. We thank You in advance LORD. In Jesus Precious Name, Amen! Glory to God!!

The latter part of my time off from work was spent in deep grief and mourning. My soul has not felt such intense, overwhelming pain. BUT…I serve the GOD Who is Greater than any pain. I have His Holy Spirit living inside of me and Jesus promises me that He will never leave me nor forsake me and He surely didn’t. In fact, He has been healing me every moment of every day since the tragic loss of my son-in-law. He also heals all of my family members. We are more than Conquerors in Christ Jesus! Totally because of Him!

Well, I have to leave for now and fulfill a time sensitive obligation that I made prior to writing to you. I will return to this letter to you after I return home. Until then, please remember that I love you so much, you are always in my prayers as well as all of your generations. And most importantly, Jesus loves you! God bless you always.

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